I'm Not Allowed to Die Anymore letra

I’ve been asleep since December
I think I’ll freeze in this weather
Is this the end that I chose?

I'm fighting to keep myself sober
When I wish my life would be over
Is there a way I can do both?

Everyone says that they need me
How do I say I'm defeated?
How do I tell them I'm bleeding?
I'm just not happy anymore

I wish that they never met me
I wish that they could forget me
And I wish that somebody’d let me
So it won’t hurt them when I go

The weight of the world on my shoulders
Is heavier now that I'm older
It’s selfish of me to let go

My family’s broken and severed
And I can’t keep us together
I wish that I wasn’t alone

What happens when I stop breathing?
What happens when I'm the reason?

Aaryan Shah - Letras

• A Love Letter
• Arrived
• Better Alone
• Demon Time
• Dissociation
• Et Tu?
• Eternal
• Everything That You Made Me
• Frequencies
• Half Remembered Dream
• Hydroxyzine Interlude
• I Was Good To You
• I'm Not Allowed to Die Anymore
• Intoxicated
• Is This The Life I Chose
• Isolation
• Lonely Nights
• Mania
• Once Upon a Time In Fucking Hollywood
• Red-Eye
• Renegade
• Ruins
• Still Alive
• The Beginning is the End
• There’s Hell, & There’s LA
• To The End
• To Walk On Water